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Saturday, December 11, 2010

I'm sorry I'm not optimistic
I'm sorry I'm too direct
I'm sorry that I wanted to walk out
I'm sorry about the fact that you have someone special
I'm sorry for being sorry
BUT I'm not sorry for calling you a fucking prick. Why??? Well... try not to do that kind of shit in public, yea i do get jealous.. get used to it?? ok Get used to my world... where: you'll be surrounded by books,surrounded by suicidal people who are convinced that killing everyone around them is the answer in life,surrounded by music and forced to cling on to luck. I'm too direct, if I'm not happy,i'l walk out... whether you like it or not IT'S DIRECTS,IT'S CLEAR AND IT'S SELF EXPLANATORY, i cut an hour of crap into one simple action.

If the question is why can't I be happy?? Then the answer is: tell me what I should be happy about and don't use any patronising bullshit, I know fake sympathy when I see it, the same way that my uncle knows what time to smoke.

If the question is what can you do? The answer is: don't make people jealous infront of you. What you've just done is litterally planted a bomb and gone.. how did that happen? If you don't get it then ask someone to explain it to you.

I'm begining to think like serial killing communist. If you don't care then good, it gives me a better reason to kill you. Inorder to prove you are strong you must kill them. It is impossible to compromise. THERE IS NO COMPRIMISE, THERE IS NO NEGOTIATING, YOU EITHER GET IT OR YOU DON'T, YOU WILL EITHER CARE OR YOU DON'T... either way if it happens i won't see it. I'm shooting reality and then I'm turning away from the whole thing.

If the thing is that I shouldn't blame him then my answer is:I'll blame myself. Don't patronise me, don't convince me that I'm not the problem, because if i wasn't here then there would be no problem.

I'm sorry but it feels unbearable, everyday is a drag, everyday feels like a step closer to death, every action is one that convinces me that my death is a good thing, everytime I walk into school I convince myself that when I die the world will be better off without me,when I walk home I convince my self that I'm a fuck up,everytime I see someone dating eachother I convince myself that I'm too weak which means that I should kill myself, whether you like it or not, this is how I see my world,I feel like leaving it all unless you can convince me to stay.......

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