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Sunday, May 22, 2011

Firstly congrats to saryna and Gavin (if anyone even reads this blog that is).

I dream to much yet I don't dream enough
I emancipate childish love yet I emancipate dark sinister realities
I have hope but not enough rope to drag me anywhere
I hope what you said is true but I think it's too good too be *i sincerely hope it is*
I feel like I'm overkilling this but I don't know what I'm killing

I feel like I've hit the ceiling but yet I don't feel the wall
If I'm going too far then one must put the car into reverse and ponder upon this illusion
Live life to the fullest yet cowards die many times before their death
I'm Nihalist who's a cynacist yet the heart hugs like an optimist
I never knew why I needed this soo badly yet I feel like I do

Am I blackmailing my heart?
or am I appeasing the lonliness in my heart?
I don't want to let go but yet I want to hug someone special?

I pay the price of life
For if one is not willing to risk how is one expected to get return?
For as long I stay like this..my heart will always need someone to love.

I feel like its a drug and its got no cure. The mind stays firm and says 'ur taking a heavy risk' yet my heart goes ' I need someone to hug and that I can make happy because she doesn't realise how special she is'.
This is probably the first time in my life when I can't look back and I cannot fall down, my only option is to swim, I may mess up my breathing but when I get to the end hopefully there will be someone I can hug and say 'at least im here neh?'+

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