Saturday, March 5, 2011
You screwd up big time. It wasn't easy but yet you did. Many will just simply call you a bitch or as my friend called you " A fucking putrid mut" , but I will explain what you did wrong.. or as my idols bill hicks, george carlin and bill maher would say: "Hey shut the fuck you may actually learn something". Soo here it goes.
You kept yourself hidden from everybody else, although privacy is a must it is disingenous to build a fence around your life, to just hope that only one person will go in and that you wont have to open the door. We asked you questions to which you would just say "not telling" or " you'd like to know wouldnt ya?". We didnt want to hate you, you thought that you could just love one person and not know everything around them. So the first thing is: you failed in knowing your ex's friends which as all sane people who have dated know is a MUST.
You broke my cute, awesome weird piano loving,reminisscant of anime girl's heart. To you it may be nothing, to them it's the worst thing you can do. You just said:lets move on. Well unlike you I still talk to my ex. You didn't say sorry, you just took it, although she is fine, everyone else around her thinks that your world is laughable, dreadful and full of fuck all hope. What you should of done is: admit that you failed, say it didn't work out or just be damn and honest and say "I got bored with you because i've loved you for long enough". Buddy, SHE gave you the benefit of the doubt and then you just forgot that ever happened.
You annoyed me by telling me bullshit.. I know when shit is a lie or not. You were never honest, you never reliable, you were never trusted, I never gave you a chance to prove yourself because you rejected what I had to say. Once that happened you wondered why your relationship wasn't going anywhere but then it never hit you. I'm influental to her, if you can convince me, then you can convince pretty much anyone but you failed so sorry *not*.
The infamous outing last december. You failed at every step. You tried to drag her away from me and everybody else. It shows many things such as : your an inconsiderate little douche and that your also bad with people. You were the problem, you didn't realise but now its too late. If you want to bitch about me then bring it. You knew I was depressed, you knew I was jealous of relationships and then you tried to hit on her whenever you could infront of me... so smart aye?
Trying to make out infront of a suicidal person jealous of relationships is like eating kfc in a north korean concentration camp. It's sad, it's stupid and most of all its a horrible reality.
Ironically you stopped talking to my best friend after the break up... so does that mean you were using that person? Looks like you were otherwise you'd still be talking to that anime loving guy with dogs. So you used 2 people... cheers
And we havent even gone through my other problems.
But the saddest part of all "drum roll*.. you told her that "you weren't ready for a relationship"... so then why are you dating a chick now?... You must be stupid to think that we wouldnt notice. You brought this all on yourself, if your contemplating suicide and you want help then my rule is : You must shut the fuck up, quit cutting yourself, stop watching hentai, get with the real world. Not only will you learn something but you'll also be less of a cunt, well hopefully.
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I don't call it ranting, I call it honest reflection of events.
Anyways.. today I did lots of work *wink wink* and I bought the SNSD photobook..OMG IGOAHNFVD;LSGFNGFNL;KAVL;KAVfhoafho1 L. SOOOO HAPPPY!!!!!!
random imagine what a chick does then yea... let you figure out the rest with either your peverted mind or lalalalalallalalallallalala BOOO! mind
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