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Monday, December 13, 2010
"In psychology as in logic, there are truths but no truth"
It's not all doom and gloom @ |{8:52 PM|
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Saturday, December 11, 2010
It's either I get what I ask for or it's my life, you tried it and you didn't pretty fucking well.
SO I'LL TRY and if it doesn't work. Then I'll get a chair, some string and then I'll hang myself, if you think it's funny, then shout out some letters while you read my death note and laugh at the fact that my life is hilarious and pathetic.
There will be no ad hominem, only informal fallacies.
It's not all doom and gloom @ |{3:57 PM|
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Incase you didn't know, ITS A FUCKING GAME. I'm pretty sure when girls play shooting games they don't like it when you let them win. They know when your playing easy on them. The idea that you should play nice is fckn pathetic and stuck up in many ways.
Don't shoot this person in a shooting game, THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS THE GAME FOR??
ahahaha I knifed you... I'm pretty sure I know that, you don't see me going: ahahahaha I
headshotted you 5times.
I have a long list of problems of what was wrong yesterday, yesterday did collateral damage in many ways, it's given me more clearancy and reason to kill.
Like I said: There will be no compromise,there will be no negotiation, there is no 4th option.
I can either cling on to the feeling of death in life or lie down in the mentally unbearable abyss which has rewarded me through the form of disappointment,niavity,emancipation of my shit and to give a me desire to make death look appeal.
"Look not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country"
*John F. Kennedy*.... I can only do damage, I can only create a hell,I can not do anything, I can not be convinced of anything, how dare you do all this shit to me, how fucking dare, if you don't go I will. You'll be happier cus I seriously don't want to see you make out with your gf infront my face you fucking moron.
Words can not describe my hatred but my death can... I'm pretty sure you know who you are.
It's not all doom and gloom @ |{3:42 PM|
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I'm sorry I'm not optimistic
I'm sorry I'm too direct
I'm sorry that I wanted to walk out
I'm sorry about the fact that you have someone special
I'm sorry for being sorry
BUT I'm not sorry for calling you a fucking prick. Why??? Well... try not to do that kind of shit in public, yea i do get jealous.. get used to it?? ok Get used to my world... where: you'll be surrounded by books,surrounded by suicidal people who are convinced that killing everyone around them is the answer in life,surrounded by music and forced to cling on to luck. I'm too direct, if I'm not happy,i'l walk out... whether you like it or not IT'S DIRECTS,IT'S CLEAR AND IT'S SELF EXPLANATORY, i cut an hour of crap into one simple action.
If the question is why can't I be happy?? Then the answer is: tell me what I should be happy about and don't use any patronising bullshit, I know fake sympathy when I see it, the same way that my uncle knows what time to smoke.
If the question is what can you do? The answer is: don't make people jealous infront of you. What you've just done is litterally planted a bomb and gone.. how did that happen? If you don't get it then ask someone to explain it to you.
I'm begining to think like serial killing communist. If you don't care then good, it gives me a better reason to kill you. Inorder to prove you are strong you must kill them. It is impossible to compromise. THERE IS NO COMPRIMISE, THERE IS NO NEGOTIATING, YOU EITHER GET IT OR YOU DON'T, YOU WILL EITHER CARE OR YOU DON'T... either way if it happens i won't see it. I'm shooting reality and then I'm turning away from the whole thing.
If the thing is that I shouldn't blame him then my answer is:I'll blame myself. Don't patronise me, don't convince me that I'm not the problem, because if i wasn't here then there would be no problem.
I'm sorry but it feels unbearable, everyday is a drag, everyday feels like a step closer to death, every action is one that convinces me that my death is a good thing, everytime I walk into school I convince myself that when I die the world will be better off without me,when I walk home I convince my self that I'm a fuck up,everytime I see someone dating eachother I convince myself that I'm too weak which means that I should kill myself, whether you like it or not, this is how I see my world,I feel like leaving it all unless you can convince me to stay.......Labels: O
It's not all doom and gloom @ |{2:51 AM|
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Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Yesterday marked the 30th anniversary of singer John Lennon being shot dead 5 times outside his New York home. To commemorate his death I will put up the lyrics to his inspirational and eye opening song called "imagine".
Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace
You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one
Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world
You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1NIXgjNXDk&feature=related
It's not all doom and gloom @ |{11:39 PM|
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No that's not my unnecessary language, it's an actually website. It was made this year by a bunch of college students. Obama is facing a crisis in the United states and here's why.
"Change is going to come","Yes we can"... sound familar? well that's what obama ran on, he ran on a progressive agenda. He ran on left wing ideas, ideas like:
-Medicare for all (socialised medicine)
- Spreading the wealth to the middle class
- pulling out of the war in Iraq, Afganistan and the closure of Guantunamo Bay.
- He ran on the idea that he would comprise with the opposition to get things done
Essentially he ran on: You are the people, you elected me, now I'm gonna get things done, YES WE CAN.
He is losing support why?? Good question.. One major factor is that Obama can not sell his achievements. He needs to rant and shove the facts into peoples faces but instead his hoping that people will just realise that his doing ok/not bad..
But please I suggest you all to go to the website: Whatthefuckhasobamadonesofar.com
It's not all doom and gloom @ |{11:31 PM|
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Yes that's right Japan, everyone has an opinion about them from: Chinese pensioners to lovers of "Reaganism" to teenagers to middle aged adults. We all have our opinions about Japan whether it be do with the appauling acts of imperialistic invasion or the entertainment there.. BUT there is one issue I'd like to write about. EVERY SINGLE COUNTRY has it's dark sides but Japan's issues in many cases aren't unheard of but in many cases been swamped/overlapped by it's struggling economy or by issues like the US army's military base in Japan. This issue is somewhat disturbing and also alarming. So here goes..
People in Japan are put under immense pressure to perform. Those who can cope mentally and physically come out with remarkably good lives *or at least decent lives*.. Those who can not cope.. well that's a completely different story.
In Japan workers/students are told not to bring their emotions to work (i.e if your not in a good mood don't bring it to work/school)...This leads to many problems as you may now. It may worsen ones problems.
An interesting thing is the amount of pressure which is put on Japanese students. Kids are expected to learn hiragana and Katikana characters before they even walk. By the time they get to school they are expected to know basic Kanji. Plus Japanese students read the most books in the world per year.. they read 96 books in their schooling years, followed by the United States with 49 while students in China only read 4 books in their schooling years.
Many people in Japan have been " Karoshi" (Death from overwork). Infact there have been 627 cases of this per year. Infact according to the OECD Japan is #1 in suicide rates (for every 100,000 people,24.4 of which commit suicide).
There is a lack of Mental health awareness in Japan. Suicide has not been made illegal in Japan, if one has a problem they are either told: Ganbatte or "not in my family someones depressed". Either way its not helpful. There are few psychologists in Japan, infact theres only a handful and its nearly all Gaijins. If one goes to a doctor in the West *i.e: Australia,France, Canada* by law they must refer you to a specialist but in Japan the doctors do something which is rather unusual. * Refer to the 2 videos at the end*
The Darkside of Japan : JFAQ46 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_jEBaMGjBE
*His intro bit is kinda scary so watch during day*
Re: The Darkside of Japan: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_S8BscEKCN4&feature=watch_response
(I absolutely love this guy's videos... very big fan of his)
It's not all doom and gloom @ |{11:30 PM|
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