Life is a just a ride in a park. We are put into the seats, it’s only by luck who we sit next to. It’s a very long ride so you begin to strap yourself in. There are many people on the ride, as the ride aproaches a turn, everyone on the ride begins to guess what’s gonna happen, for some they will guess correctly, for others it may be far from what they thought. It is not a question of what the turn is, it’s a question of whether your mind can take it in .. So now the ride speeds up, nearly everybody is screaming, the ride gets faster and faster, then it stops at a junction. Some may go off the ride, some because of the fact that they don’t like the ride, others because they think that the ride is unbearable. As people get off, others will board the carriage, they may like what they see or they may want to feel something that they have never felt before. As the journey progresses we begin to start panicing, the ride gets higher, the people become louder and everything around you may feel like it doesn’t exist or matter. Unfortunetely some may have difficulties on the ride which may lead them to back out at the next stop,some feel the pain but they want to keep going because they sense something comming up.

It’s a really long time and your still on the moving thing full of screaming people.. As time progresses you begin to speculate ,complain and question the ride. “Is this really what i think it is?”, “Why do i feel what i feel?”, “why is it going so fast?” etc.

Once you decide to hope off the ride *for a short break*, you decide to hop back on it again… but this time the biggest difference is that your more prepared, what once may have killed you, is something that you embrace and make the most out of the 2nd time.

Depression is the low point when you think you can’t guess what happen’s next, it’s the point in the ride when you think that everyone’s gone, it’s when you think that the ride has slown down because you can’t cope, it’s when you think that throwing yourself off the moving journey will solve what you think of the journey, it’s when you think that if you don’t follow everyone else then your crazy.

The reality is is that, the ride is the same but we all see/feel/embrace it differently. You think the ride has slown down because you’ve been on it before, inorder to see how lucky you are, you must see the people around you react,the problem with throwing yourself off the moving journey is that, it will destroy the journey for everyone else, the other people on the ride can only see the back of your head, for this case, they don’t know what you feel and think. When your on the ride, others may scream when you don’t want to, there will be other times when you scream and only you scream, but the thing to remember is:nothing last forever. this isnt a spiritual thing, this is a rational thing. Nothing good lasts forever nor does anything bad last forever. Just because you didnt scream doesnt make you crazy, it just means that your stronger. Don’t hold in your scream though, if its too much to take then pull over at the nxt junction,you will get help, no one will laugh because it’s just a ride.

1) Are you really ready for 125 questions?
Absolutely not

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
yep,very big one

3) Do you believe in Santa?
Nope

4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
Bout a yr ago *cough cough*

5) Do you regret it?
errh…nope

6) Have you ever been depressed?
absolitely

7) Have a best friend?
yea

8) Are you a boy or girl?
hard to say *looks in mirror* ok boy

9) What is your relationship status?
Single but interested

10) How do you want to die?
Knowing that I’ve helped someone

11) What did you last eat?
lindt chocolate

12) Play any video games?
nope and don’t intend t

13) Do you bite your nails ?
yeas

14) When was your last physical fight?
a week ago

15) Do you have an attitude?
Yes …don’t we all?

16) Do you hate anyone?
Don’t we all?

17) Whats your real name?
If you don’t know then don’t read beyond this point

18) Do you miss someone?
Yeas, long list

19) Are you gonna get high later?
Unless it’s pot

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
Yea’s I hate a lot of people

21) Do you love someone?
Yea I do, (it’s a French thing)

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
twirl

23) Do you tan a lot?
I whiten my skin

24) Have any pets?
No and don’t intend to

25) How exactly are you feeling?
Homesick and lonely

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
yep, tend to eat quicker then

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
ummm…tbh very close to

28) Are you scared of spiders?
yep

29) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Yes but that’s impossible

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Don’t we all?


32) What are your plans for this weekend?
I will:sleep, eat, drink ,attend to my sanitary needs and hopefully contain myself from raging

33) Do you want to have kids?
well not now though

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an E?
erhhh,…no

35) Do you type fast?
yeas, just not well and with lots of grammatical errors

36) Do you have piercings? How many?
none

37)Want any more?
who cares?

38) Can you spell well?
Define well?

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
yeas,whole list

40) What are you craving right now?
long story

41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
nope

43) Have you ever been on a horse?

no

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
Do I look a white rural farmer to you?

45) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yeas and it aint pretty

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
yep

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
yeas, many times

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
I think that’s called “shared accommodation”

50) What should you be doing ?
sleeping?

51) What's irritating you right now?
this question?

52) Have you ever liked someone?
please don’t get me started

53) Does somebody love you?
I HIGHLY DOUBT IT

54) What is your favorite color ?
green and aqua

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yeas.. (don’t judge), at least im honest


57) Do you have trust issues?
Not really

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
If you do then chances are you’re a stuck up douche

61) Are your parents still married?
yeas but so many close opportunities to them being divorced

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
If she is then tell me/scared of her

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
long story

64)you give out second chances too easily?
depends on the circumstances

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
It’s easier to just shut up and live LOL

66) is this year the best year of your life?
way too early to tell

67)What was your child hood nickname?
I don’t think I had one

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
no and don’t intend to

69)Do you think you're a good person?
no, horrible if anything

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
NO